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Vouloir in the Passé Composé: J'ai Voulu and What It Really Means

Vouloir forms its passé composé with avoir and the past participle voulu: j'ai voulu, tu as voulu, il a voulu. In this tense it rarely means wanted in the vague sense; it reports a decision that was acted on, and its negative, je n'ai pas voulu, means I refused.

J'ai voulu te prévenir, mais ton téléphone était éteint.

I tried to warn you, but your phone was off.

What it is

Vouloir is one of the verbs where choosing the passé composé changes the meaning rather than just the time frame. J'ai voulu doesn't describe a wish sitting in the background; it reports a moment when you made up your mind and did something about it. Very often the closest English is I tried or I decided.

J'ai voulu ouvrir la fenêtre, mais elle était bloquée. — I tried to open the window, but it was stuck.

How to spot it

The auxiliary is avoir and the participle is voulu, with no agreement for the subject. Look for a specific moment in the sentence: an obstacle, a reaction, a decision.

  • Elle a voulu partir tout de suite. — She decided to leave straight away.
  • Nous avons voulu réserver, c'était complet. — We tried to book; it was full.
  • Il n'a pas voulu signer. — He refused to sign.
  • Ils ont voulu bien faire. — They meant well.

There is no agreement with the subject, because the auxiliary is avoir: elle a voulu, not elle a voulue.

Vouloir and Avoir in the Passé Composé Quick Reference

Vouloir in the passé composé

SubjectAvoirParticipleExample
je / j'aivouluJ'ai voulu essayer.
tuasvouluTu as voulu ce poste.
il / elle / onavouluOn a voulu vous aider.
nousavonsvouluNous avons voulu comprendre.
vousavezvouluVous avez voulu changer d'avis.
ils / ellesontvouluElles ont voulu rester.

Common Vouloir and Avoir in the Passé Composé Examples in French

The four readings j'ai voulu can carry:

An Attempt That Ran Into Something

J'ai voulu l'appeler, mais il n'a pas répondu.
I tried to call him, but he didn't answer.
On a voulu prendre le train de sept heures.
We tried to catch the seven o'clock train.
Elle a voulu se lever et elle est retombée.
She tried to stand up and fell back down.
Nous avons voulu payer par carte.
We tried to pay by card.

This reading is so frequent that j'ai voulu often needs to be translated as I tried rather than I wanted.

A Decision Taken and Carried Out

Il a voulu tout recommencer depuis le début.
He decided to start again from the beginning.
Mes parents ont voulu déménager.
My parents decided to move.
J'ai voulu lui dire la vérité.
I made a point of telling him the truth.
Elle a voulu régler l'addition.
She insisted on paying the bill.

Here the wanting and the acting happen at the same moment, which is exactly what the passé composé is for.

Refusals

Je n'ai pas voulu répondre.
I refused to answer.
Ils n'ont pas voulu nous recevoir.
They refused to see us.
Le moteur n'a pas voulu démarrer.
The engine wouldn't start.
Elle n'a jamais voulu en parler.
She never would talk about it.

The negative is much stronger than didn't want. It reports an actual refusal, and it works for machines as well as people.

Questions and Reproaches

Pourquoi as-tu voulu partir si tôt ?
Why did you want to leave so early?
Qu'est-ce que tu as voulu dire ?
What did you mean?
Tu l'as bien voulu.
You brought it on yourself.
Vous avez voulu jouer, vous avez perdu.
You chose to play, and you lost.

Tu l'as voulu is a set reproach: you asked for this. The le refers to the situation rather than to any specific noun.

How to Build and Place the Forms

The conjugation is mechanical. What takes practice is the meaning and the position of the small words.

The Auxiliary Is Avoir

Vouloir takes a direct object, so it belongs to the avoir family. Only verbs of movement and change of state, plus reflexives, take être, and vouloir is neither.

Nous avons voulu vous prévenir.

We tried to warn you.

avoir + voulu.

The Participle Is Voulu, With No T

The present tense form il veut ends in t, and that t does not travel to the participle. Vouloir joins pouvoir and devoir in taking a bare -u participle: voulu, pu, dû.

Ils ont voulu comprendre pourquoi.

They wanted to understand why.

voulu, pu, dû.

An Infinitive Follows Directly

Vouloir takes a bare infinitive with no preposition, in any tense. If a different subject is doing the second action, you need que plus the subjunctive instead.

J'ai voulu que tu sois là.

I wanted you to be there.

vouloir + infinitive, vouloir que + subjunctive.

Negation and Pronouns Cluster Around Avoir

Ne … pas brackets the auxiliary, and object pronouns go in front of it. The participle stays at the end of the group, with the infinitive after it.

Je ne l'ai pas voulu.

I didn't intend that.

ne + pronoun + avoir + pas + voulu.

Agreement Only With a Preceding Direct Object

With avoir there's no agreement with the subject, but there is with a direct object that comes before the verb. This shows up mostly in relative clauses, where voulu picks up an e or an s.

Les changements que nous avons voulus sont arrivés.

The changes we wanted have arrived.

Object before verb → agreement.

Common Mistakes with Vouloir and Avoir in the Passé Composé

Incorrect: Je suis voulu partir. — I tried to leave.

Correct: J'ai voulu partir. — I tried to leave.

Vouloir takes avoir. The être auxiliary is reserved for reflexives and a short list of verbs of movement, and vouloir belongs to neither group even when the infinitive after it does.

Incorrect: J'ai voulut te le dire. — I wanted to tell you.

Correct: J'ai voulu te le dire. — I wanted to tell you.

The t comes from the present tense il veut and has no business in the participle. The participle of vouloir is voulu, with nothing after the u.

Incorrect: Quand j'étais enfant, j'ai voulu être médecin. — When I was a child, I wanted to be a doctor.

Correct: Quand j'étais enfant, je voulais être médecin. — When I was a child, I wanted to be a doctor.

A childhood ambition has no beginning or end, so it belongs in the imperfect. The passé composé would suggest you decided it on one particular afternoon.

Incorrect: J'ai voulu que tu es là. — I wanted you to be there.

Correct: J'ai voulu que tu sois là. — I wanted you to be there.

Vouloir que always triggers the subjunctive in the following clause, whatever tense vouloir itself is in. The subjunctive of être is sois, not es.

Vouloir in the Passé Composé and Around It

The first table gives you the forms you'll write; the second and third show why the choice of tense matters so much with this particular verb.

Affirmative, Negative, Question

Inversion attaches the auxiliary to the pronoun, and the third person singular needs a linking t: a-t-il voulu.

Pronounaffirmativenegativeinverted question
je / j'j'ai vouluje n'ai pas vouluai-je voulu ?
tutu as voulutu n'as pas vouluas-tu voulu ?
il / elle / onil a vouluil n'a pas voulua-t-il voulu ?
nousnous avons voulunous n'avons pas vouluavons-nous voulu ?
vousvous avez vouluvous n'avez pas vouluavez-vous voulu ?
ils / ellesils ont vouluils n'ont pas vouluont-ils voulu ?

In speech the question is usually built with est-ce que or intonation: est-ce que tu as voulu partir ?

The Three Tenses That Matter for Vouloir

The passé composé reports a decision, the imperfect a lasting wish, and the conditional a polite request. All three translate as some form of want in English, which is why the distinction has to be learnt in French terms.

Pronounpassé composéimparfaitconditionnel
jej'ai vouluje voulaisje voudrais
tutu as voulutu voulaistu voudrais
il / elle / onil a vouluil voulaitil voudrait
nousnous avons voulunous voulionsnous voudrions
vousvous avez vouluvous vouliezvous voudriez
ils / ellesils ont vouluils voulaientils voudraient

Je voulais just te demander is a common polite opening: the imperfect softens a request in the same way the conditional does.

The Three Modals Together

Vouloir, pouvoir and devoir all take avoir and all have a short participle in -u. Their passé composé meanings shift in parallel: tried, managed, and must have.

Pronounvouloirpouvoirdevoir
j'j'ai vouluj'ai puj'ai dû
tutu as voulutu as putu as dû
il / elle / onil a vouluil a puil a dû
nousnous avons voulunous avons punous avons dû
vousvous avez vouluvous avez puvous avez dû
ils / ellesils ont vouluils ont puils ont dû

Dû keeps its circumflex only in the masculine singular; the feminine is due, which distinguishes it from the partitive du.

Vouloir Beyond Wanting

Three constructions with vouloir have meanings you can't work out from the verb alone, and all of them appear in the passé composé.

Bien vouloir, for agreeing to something

Adding bien turns a wish into a concession: the person agreed, possibly reluctantly, possibly kindly. It is also the standard formula in formal letters.

Elle a bien voulu m'aider.
She kindly agreed to help me.
Il a bien voulu reconnaître son erreur.
He was willing to admit his mistake.
Veuillez bien vouloir m'excuser.
Kindly accept my apologies.

Word order matters: il a bien voulu means he agreed, while il a voulu bien faire means he meant well.

En vouloir à quelqu'un, to hold a grudge

With en and an indirect object, vouloir stops meaning want altogether and means to be annoyed with someone. It appears constantly in the negative as a way of saying no hard feelings.

Je ne lui en ai pas voulu.
I didn't hold it against him.
Elle m'en a voulu pendant des années.
She held it against me for years.
Ne m'en veux pas.
Don't be cross with me.

The en is fixed and has no antecedent; it is part of the expression.

Vouloir dire, to mean

Vouloir dire is the ordinary French for to mean, said of words and of people. In the passé composé it asks or reports what someone was getting at.

Qu'est-ce que ça a voulu dire ?
What was that supposed to mean?
Je n'ai pas voulu dire ça.
That's not what I meant.
Il a voulu dire le contraire.
He meant the opposite.

Signifier exists but sounds technical. Vouloir dire is what people say.

Vouloir and Avoir in the Passé Composé FAQs

How do you conjugate vouloir in the passé composé?
With avoir plus the participle voulu: j'ai voulu, tu as voulu, il a voulu, nous avons voulu, vous avez voulu, ils ont voulu. There is no agreement with the subject, so elle a voulu has no extra e.
What's the difference between j'ai voulu and je voulais?
J'ai voulu presents the wanting as an event, usually one that produced an action or hit an obstacle: j'ai voulu réserver, mais c'était complet. Je voulais describes an ongoing state of mind: je voulais réserver depuis longtemps.
Why does je n'ai pas voulu mean I refused?
Because the passé composé turns the wanting into a specific moment, and a specific moment of not wanting is a refusal. Il n'a pas voulu répondre means he refused to answer, not that the thought never crossed his mind.
Is the past participle voulu or voulut?
Voulu. The form voulut with a t exists, but it's the third person singular of the passé simple, a literary tense: il voulut partir. In the passé composé you always write il a voulu.
What does tu l'as voulu mean?
It's a set reproach meaning you asked for this or you brought it on yourself. The le doesn't refer to any noun in particular; it stands for the whole situation, and the phrase is often followed by tu l'as eu, you got it.